Post Birthday Trauma!!
Well. Well. Well.
On my birthday I got lots and lots of warm wishes and I was overwhelmed by the wishes. I spoke to my mom, dad, some of my best friends, classmates, etc, etc… on the phone and I felt extremely happy.
Until, I felt alone and I was feeling pretty bad. I started thinking what if I was with them? I would have enjoyed their company a lot and I now I miss them a lot… so much so that I’m almost about to break into tears!! I don’t know what to do.
Then a thought struck me, that why should I cry when everyone is showing so much love and affection to me? And what would be the point in not being happy when everybody else is so happy for me?
Would my tears justify all their love and affection? The answer came as no! I thought damn it conscience!! What the heck are you saying? This is my emotion and I’d like to show it the way it is. And then again conscience would interrupt like a tv ad and say that what you are feeling is excess amounts of joy and happiness. So you can justify the happiness with only one thing and that would be more happiness!! So I set out to give more of happiness than I have felt in a long time. Perhaps this is one of the best things that happened to me. This time, I found something new about me. And I’m happy about it.